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Please Respect Your Parent - They are not MADE of GLASS, So please don't treat them as if they are TRANSPARENT... Thank You Very Much...

2009-03-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

I felt very regret for writing the Lyric "The Unique 5ive"... How can we support & help each other when we can't even do the most basic things like respecting our parent... I felt very disappointed, very unbelievable that I can hear such Sentences coming out from their mouth...

Don't they remember who gave birth to them, and look after them until this age... Until they have the guts to say such sentences to their parent... I really don't know what to say...

Maybe I shall not be a Busybody, cos' no one will ever appreciate for all the good jobs and advices I have done...

THE UNIQUE 5IVE

2009-03-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

This lyric is written by me today. It's a song that represent My Siblings & Me. No matter what happened, we will always shine together like a STAR. A star is made up of 5 angles, which I used to represent my siblings and me, if any of us even fall, we will not hesitate to find ways to help... B'cos we are "The Unique 5ive"... (Together & Forever)...

The Unique 5ive

Ooh…
We are, we are 5ive
We are, we are 5ive
We are, we are 5ive
Don’t U know…

(Repeat x2)

U can like me
U can hate me
But no matter what
Please remember
U are part of me

There’s no pretend
No need to act
U can criticize me
The way U like
But I know that U still care

U have the fun
We have the fight
We can quarrel all
Thru’ day & night
But I'll be there for U

What can I do
What can I say
Since we’re bonded like this
This life time
I hope U treasure it

(Chorus)

We are born 5ive together
Like the star above
No matter what lies ahead
We will solve it together

We are 5ive altogether
Like the star above
If one of us lost our way
Can we still shine together

We are 5ive
We are, we are 5ive
We are, we are 5ive
We are, we are 5ive
Don’t U know…

(Back to Top)

(Repeat Chorus)

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LOST & FOUND

2009-03-13T23:44:00.000-07:00

This is the latest lyric I have written... It took me quite a long time to finish cos' I don't even know where to start. Haha... Feel free to give comment too. Enjoy. =P

LOST & FOUND…

U’re the Angel that brings
Happiness to my life
U taught me how to love
And brighten up my sky…

I’d been hiding away
I don’t want to show myself
Cos’ I’d been playing with fire
And now I’d been wounded
I can still feel the pain
Even though time may do some help
Hope to find a way that I can heal myself

(Chorus)

Every look I hid away
Every move I felt regret
In reality, I’m completely left behind…
Every step I made mistake
Every turn I lost my way
I see no one, not even the shadow of U
I really hope to…

U’re the Angel that keeps
Appearing in my life
U told me not to fear
As U are always there…

Beside hiding away
I hope I can find myself
The one & only me
That had been lost all these years
I can still feel the pain
Maybe time can really help
Hope to find a way that I can find myself

(Repeat Chorus)

Anyone can see
Everyone can see
U are always there for me
For the care U gave
And the love U bring
Anyone with eyes can see
I’m too blind to know
I’m too blind to learn
That U’re always there for me
I wish I could
Have a chance to bring
That Angel back to me
Cos’ U are the Angel…

(Repeat Chorus)

Every look I hid away
Every move I felt regret
In reality, I’m completely left behind…
Every step I made mistake
Every turn I lost my way
It is my fault for not knowing U
As part of my life…

U’re the Angel that brings
Happiness to my life
U told me not to fear
As U are always there …

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JUST LIKE THE...

2009-03-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

Just like the...

Never tell me how to be naive
Cos’ this is what I’m born to be
No one will ever make it real like me
Never ever teach me how to be true
Cos’ I only do what I wanna do
No one will ever be as true as me

(Chorus)

Just like the heart
I sent U
Sealed with sincere
And it’s priceless

Just like the words
It’s golden
I know U lied
But I believed

Never ever believe I’m in love
Cos’ this is such a fantasy
But why do my tears coming late at night
Never ever know U deep enough
But I had given U all I got
Cos’ U are the most precious gift in me

(Chorus)

Just like the love
I sent U
Sealed with trust
It’s wordless
Just like the Joy
U bring me
It may be gone
But I remember

Search through my memories
Hoping U are what I will see
But I don’t smell ya’ scent
The scent I used to
Even though U are gone
I had been missing U so
I don’t see your shadow
I doubt it exists anymore

Heart, is not a hear
Cos’ without U
The beating stops

Dream, is not dream anymore
Cos’ without U
They’re only wild fantasies

Oh mind, I’m out of my mind
Cos’ without U
I cannot think

And soul, is not soul anymore
Cos’ without U
It lost the will to live

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START FROM THE BASIC

2009-03-13T23:09:00.000-07:00

START FROM THE BASIC

Where is the loving that U used to show
Give me the feeling that I’m always yours
Care and concern that U bring through my door
Let’s start from the basic…

Let’s start from the basic
to love
The loving that U used to show
Let’s start from the basic
to earn
My world, my heart, my soul
Let’s start from the basic
to know
To say that I’m always yours
Let’s start from the basic
to learn
That U will never coming back

For the love I have tried to mend it
But it still doesn’t go my way
I have tried all method to fix it
But U still goes your way
Used to be the sweetest moment
But it means nothing now to U
Hope that I can start all over
To love U once again

(Chorus)

Where is the loving that U used to
Give me the feeling that I’m always yours
Care and concern that U bring through my door
Let’s start from the basic

Shelter me through whenever there’s a storm
Holding me tight and make me fear no more
U will be there when trouble knocks my door
Let’s start from the basic

(Let’s start from the basic)

I know that U never coming back
But I shall keep the sweet moment
Within me
Cos’ love It brings me strength to stand up again
So that I can face
tomorrow once again

(Repeat Chorus)

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WARNING!!!

2009-03-13T22:49:00.000-07:00

WARNING!!!

Please DO NOT continue reading the following contents if U felt offended or uncomfortable… Thank U very much and 4 your cooperation…

I used to be very naïve when I was young, thinking that this world is filled with extremely nice people who are willing to help regardless of who U are, just like a Big Family. Never did I know that on the other hand, Devil had laid its curse here in this human world too. It is called “Only the Tough One Survived”… I don’t really know the Rules & Regulations until “Someone” really taught me how during my childhood… Just imagine I had to learn how to play according to this game at the age of 4 in order to survive.

After 2 to 3 years of “Training” under the “Devil’s Institution”, I’m finally set free and am able to come back to the human world. But I was too frighten to come back and face everyone. In my eye, I don’t believe and trust anyone anymore, not even my own family members cos’ everyone seen just too scary to be trusted… I can’t even differentiate who is good and who is bad…And I just don’t want to hurt myself again, the only person who I can trust is myself, cos I’m the only companion to myself throughout the whole “training”…

Many of U though that I’m very unapproachable and weird, but did U guys even understand that I’m more AFRAID to mix around with U guys compared to acting Arrogant in front of U? Did U guys even undergo the torture that I had gone through? Why is it that a 4 year old like me had to go through all this when others are still under the care and protection of their parents?

Is it really fair to me to be treated like that?

I always hope that someone will come and save me one day, bring me away from the pain that the Devil had planted into my memories… But now I think it’s just too late already, cos whatever things people dos and done in front or around me, every little things and actions, things they said or unsaid, reminded me of my past, my pathetic past… I just can’t run away from this devilish feeling inside me…

I had been tortured by my memories, even when I’m sleeping. Really hope that there is someone there to help me…. I had been praying every night, every moments that someone will even notice and help me…What I need is just one helping hand, just one help hand… Is it that difficult? My face is soaked with tears every night, until I’m so used to it that I don’t even know whether am I crying…

I tried very hard to control my temper, and I did it… I tried not to release it on anyone cos’ I don’t want my friends and family members to get hurt… I had controlled it so well that no one even found out that I do have temper… But because of this, I was mostly bullied by others, no matter where or when… But I just ignored, cos I know that the damage they done to me is not even HALF the damage compare to my strength if I really used it on them…

But when I know that I got a chance to come into ITE College East to study Nitec In Nursing in Jan 2007, I was so happy that I promised myself no matter what, I must complete the course with flying colours and to know more friends… Never did I know again that this is when I can NO LONGER suppress my temper anymore… Thanks to SITI JAMILAH from JR0701A, U are very powerful, so powerful and tricky that U can RELEASE my temper which I tried to suppress all these years with just the strength of your fingertips…

I tried to suppress myself after that, telling myself that since I can control myself in the past, why can’t I control it again… I’m not going to let this Bitch get what she wants. I’m going to control myself… I can make it, I can make it… But U know what, whenever I tried to control myself, the slashes on my right hand keeps reminding me about the accident in 2.1, that I shouldn’t let her off so easily… What do U think? Should I let her off just like that and am I going to live with this scar forever in my life?

I tried very hard to be a nice guy, so that I can go back to the society and be myself again… I really really want to be accepted by the Society again. But why is there always one or two little “part time” clowns or monkeys available around me. Don’t they know that they are making my life very miserable? I just wanted to settle down, and live peacefully and quietly somewhere…

I also found out that these “part timers” are not eXtras, they are somehow related to me but am here to piss me off just like what Siti Jamilah did to me… What should I do, how should I react? Should I act as if nothing happen and continue my journey, or should I just removed them once and for all…

U...

2009-03-13T22:41:00.000-07:00

This is my favourite lyric I ever written, hope U guys will like it...

U…

When I think my heart was torn
And my world was in a mess
I couldn’t carry on, the life I used to live
But when I see far from your shadow
And the warm that U bring
U make me once again believe I can breathe.

(Chorus)

U are my heart, my soul, my lover
U are my everything
U make me carry on, the strength to believe

U filled my dreams, with hope and wonder
The joy that U gave
I hope to carry on these fantasies

When my life was up and down
And couldn’t feel the breath in me
U bring me energy, hopes I can achieve
U will always be my answer
Cos’ your faith stay with me
And now I realize
U are part of me

(Chorus)

From the day U came I thought it’s just a dream
Never thought that U will feel so real to me
If it is a dream, please don’t wake me up
I’m so keen to feel the kiss before U leave
Oh…

(Chorus)

And now I realize
U are part of me…

Gettin' Started: More About Me

2009-02-28T23:56:00.000-08:00

YesterDay Was History...

TomorRow Is Mystery...

ToDay Is A Gift,

That's why We called It "Present"...

About Me…

Hi, my name is Kian Hua, 23 years old,

A 100% PURE Singapore Chinese dude whose preferred languages are only Chinese and English.

I’m born on the 5th Oct 1985, my horoscope is Libra (Sun Sign), and Cancer (Moon Sign).

I’M NOT IMPORTED FROM: China or Taiwan, please don’t be mistaken…

HOBBIES: - Reading / Playing games - (anything as long as it’s interesting) / Animals - (esp. Dogs and Fishes - Siamese Fighting Bettas) / Art & Crafts - (Origami) / Sleeping - (Zzz…) / Food & Nutrition / Song Writing / Drawing / Singing / Shopping / Movies / Badminton / Running etc…

I’m a MUSIC ADDICTER and I love EATING too, especially sharing foods with Family and Friends.

My Favourite Artists

Ayumi Hamasaki & - It's "Britney" Bitch... - Britney Spears

My Ambition…

My ambition is to become a NURSE cos’ I always have the urge to help people around me… By seeing them discharged from hospital, or getting better makes me felt satisfied and an unexplainable happiness…

But I won’t stop in caring for people, the next stop for me is to become a DIETITIAN… B’cos of foods, Human survived. And also b’cos of misuse of foods, human got uncountable problem in the body. So what I want to do is to learn and use them, not only to keep us full and healthy but to “treat” people and minimize the medications intake...

(More medications = More chemicals/ Side effects).

My School…

Bedok Town Primary (P1 - 3)1992 – 1994
Jing Shan Primary (P4 - 6) 1995 – 1997
Montfort Secondary (S1)1998
Riverside Secondary (S2 – 4)(Elective: Science S.T)1999 – 2001
ITE East (Bishan) - Nitec in Office Skills (Elective: Business Calculations)/2002,
ITE College East (Simei) - Nitec in Nursing (Elective: Psychiatric Nursing)/2007 – 2008

SO WHAT’S GOOD ABOUT ME

The “bright” side of me is that I’m:

Artistic / Creative / Imaginative / Loyal / Protective* / Tenacious / Adaptable / Flexible* / Sympathetic / Conscientious / Meticulous / Detailed / Perfectionist / Tactful / Considerate / Good listener / Easygoing* / Peaceable / Harmony / Diplomatic / Friendly/ Good nature and Patience…

THEN WHAT’S BAD ABOUT ME

The “dark” side of me is that I’m:

Possessive / Attitude* / Emotional* / Critical* / Self pitying / Slow / Talkative* / Blur / Forgetful sometimes / Indecisive / Self indulgent / Dependent and Changeable*…

* - Depends On my Mood and People who I mixed with...

PEOPLE WHO ‘TURNS’ ME OFF – IMMEDIATELY

Aggressive / Arrogant / Betrayal / Backstabber / Busybody / Rude / Attitude / Bias / Hypocrite / Liar / Nag / Calculative…

MOST IMPORTANT: PEOPLE WHO WASTES FOOD